tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-80294797269721808272024-02-21T01:36:45.265-08:00light your worldGreg Sponberg [sponbergfamily@gmail.com]http://www.blogger.com/profile/02544060947971765728noreply@blogger.comBlogger153125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8029479726972180827.post-83210771997036589592010-10-04T09:31:00.000-07:002010-10-04T09:31:09.721-07:00NEW Blog Address!<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">We have moved to a new (cyber-)location...</span></span><br />
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</span>Greg Sponberg [sponbergfamily@gmail.com]http://www.blogger.com/profile/02544060947971765728noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8029479726972180827.post-24047206644527204772010-06-18T07:39:00.000-07:002010-06-30T10:02:09.154-07:00Eugene B. "Brownie" Brown Sr.<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">(Family and friends, if you email me your special memories of Gramp, I'll post them here, or you can just add a comment.)</span></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Obituary:</span></b></span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">As published in the Bangor Daily News, June 9, 2010</span></span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br />
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"Brownie" Brown Sr., 86, passed away Monday, June 7, 2010, at a Presque Isle hospital. He was born May 17, 1924, in Patten, the son of Harold and Bessie (Harvey) Brown. Brownie attended local schools in Patten and then joined the U.S. Navy. Upon his honorary medical discharge, he was employed as a station agent at Bangor and Aroostook Railroad for 11 years before joining Aroostook Potato Growers and becoming co-owner of Washburn Potato Co. He was very community minded; serving on the board of directors of Washburn Trust Co., the board of directors for SAD 45, president of Washburn Rotary Club and was named honorary alumnus of Washburn District High School. Brownie's family was very important to him. His family accompanied him for nine summers and enjoyed living on Silver Beach as he worked in Exmore, Va., for M.J. Duer Potato Co. He and his wife, Kay, also spent 35 winters in Daytona Beach Shores, Fla.; freely sharing their home with each of their children and grandchildren. They also traveled to Walt Disney World with 22 family members and made some very special memories. Brownie and Kay spent many happy times with their family at their camp on Portage Lake. Brownie also enjoyed stock car racing at Spud Speedway. He owned and operated a stock car sponsored by Washburn Potato Co. In later years, he was "honorary field boss" for Aaron Turner Farms, and enjoyed picking potatoes and giving them away. He was an avid poker player, enjoyed fly-fishing and hunting, and, in later years, putting puzzles together. Surviving, in addition to his wife of almost 66 years, Kathleen (Willigar) of Washburn; are his five children, Brenda and her husband, Larry Turner, Cheryl and her husband, Winston Shankel, Vicki and her husband, Deryle Sponberg, Joanne and her husband, David Lavway, and Eugene Jr. and his wife, Londa Brown; 12 grandchildren, Wendy and her husband, David Rose, Sheila and her husband, Doug Clark, Aaron and his wife, Laura Turner, Craig Russell, Linda and her husband, Chris MacDonald, Angela and her husband, Scott Wardwell, Gregory and his wife, Nicol Sponberg, Marci and her husband, Stephen Wilcox, Amie Lavway and her fiance, Kris Milo, Laura and her husband, Pete Slay, Eugene B. Brown III, and Eric and his wife, Janet Brown; and 16 great-grandchildren, Alexander Rose, Michael and Brian Clark, Mason and McCall Turner, CJ Russell, Anna and Abigail MacDonald, Annelise and Liliana Wardwell, Summer Sponberg, Christopher, Andrew and Morgan Wilcox, Caleb and BJ Brown. He also leaves behind a sister, Charlotte Michaud of Connecticut; and in-laws, Clarence and his wife, Sandy Willigar, Nora Willigar, Reba Wiggins, Bob and Gloria Willigar, Cora Savage, Jane and Donnie McNally, Judy James, Elsie and Vernon Campbell, Ruth and Chippy Lane, Donis and Wanda Willigar, Gail Campbell, and Elaine Willigar. In addition to his parents, he was predeceased by a brother, Manly Brown; and a great-grandson, Luke Sponberg. Funeral services will be conducted 1 p.m. Thursday, June 10, at Duncan-Graves Funeral Home, 30 Church St., Presque Isle, with the Rev. Clayton Blackstone Jr. officiating. Friends may call noon Thursday until time of service. Interment will take place after the service at Crouseville Cemetery. Those who wish may make donations to Luke Sponberg Foundation online at </span></span><a href="http://www.thelukesponbergfoundation.blogspot.com/" style="color: purple; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-style: none; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-decoration: none;" target="_new"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">www.thelukesponbergfoundation.blogspot.com</span></span></a><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">. Condolences may be expressed online at </span></span><a href="http://www.duncan-graves.com/" style="color: purple; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-style: none; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-decoration: none;" target="_new"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">www.duncan-graves.com</span></span></a><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">.</span></span></div></div><div class="clearfix" id="obitText" style="display: block; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br />
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</span> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"> </span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Many thanks to...</span></span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">-Russell and Marilyn Allen (</span></span><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Presque Isle, ME</span></span></i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">)</span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">-Dan and Jill Boyd (</span><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Presque Isle, ME</span></i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">)</span></span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">-Howie and Laurie Bishop and Family (</span></span><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Bangor, ME</span></span></i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">)</span></span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">-David and Connie Heald (</span></span><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Washburn, ME</span></span></i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">)</span></span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">-Thomas and Rinette Hill (</span></span><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Coconut Creek, FL</span></span></i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">)</span></span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">-Alan and Ginette Irving (</span></span><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Presque Isle, ME</span></span></i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">)</span></span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">-Frank and Darrylin Keenan (</span></span><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Presque Isle, ME</span></span></i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">)</span></span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"></span></span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">-Lancaster and Morgan Funeral Home (</span></span><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Caribou, ME</span></span></i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">)</span></span><br />
<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">-Nadine Peary (</span></span><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Bangor, ME</span></span></i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">)</span></span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">-Richard and Barbara Porter </span><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">(Washburn, ME)</span></i></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">-Linda Randolph </span><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">(Presque Isle, ME)</span></i></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">-Cora Savage (</span></span><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Patten, ME</span></span></i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">)</span></span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">-Winston and Cheryl Shankel (</span></span><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Hampden, ME</span></span></i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">)</span></span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">-Barry and Mary Lou Thibeau </span><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">(Fort Fairfiled, ME)</span></i></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">-Thompson-Hamel, LLC (</span></span><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Presque Isle, ME</span></span></i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">)</span></span></div><br />
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</span></span></div></div>Greg Sponberg [sponbergfamily@gmail.com]http://www.blogger.com/profile/02544060947971765728noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8029479726972180827.post-90895028791906976872010-06-08T20:40:00.000-07:002010-06-08T20:40:14.287-07:00Home from Haiti...What a time it's been since returning from Haiti on Wednesday. The A/C went out that evening, and it was boiling hot in this place. I made a few calls on Thursday morning to have someone come take a look at it, but everyone was booked up and couldn't get to it until Friday. My first response would normally have been to check into a hotel, but having just been in the sweltering heat and humidity of Haiti, I was actually sort of acclimated. So we toughed it out... even though sleeping in a room that is 86 degrees is miserable no matter where you are. Then, at about midnight on Thursday/Friday, Summer woke up crying and said that her ear hurt. After 30 minutes or so, Nicol suggested that we go to a hotel, so we got ready real quick and headed out the door. Summer was getting more and more uncomfortable, so we drove to the ER to have her ear looked at. Sure enough, she had the beginnings of an ear infection and the doc gave us some drops and and prescription for amoxicillin. Next stop: hotel. Nicol called a few places and they were either booked or more $$ than any dive should ask for at 2:30am. I pulled into a Hilton Garden Inn and Nicol when in to see if they had vacancy and how much they get for a room. Yes, they had vacancy and frighteningly, the woman said it would $199. Nicol is very skilled in those types of situations and she began to work her magic, asking if they could match the price ($89) at a nearby hotel. She did match that price (unbelievable) and she checked us in so that we wouldn't have to check out until Saturday morning. That was a total blessing. We vegged all day Friday. Felt great. And Summer's ear is feeling much better.<br />
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But all that is quite insignificant in comparison to yesterday's events. I got a call from my Dad at about 7:30am, and he told me that my Grandfather (Mom's father) had apparently had a heart attack and that he wasn't doing well. Then, about an hour later, the news came that Gramp had passed. He was 86 and has had a history of heart disease, but he was in pretty good shape over all and this was totally unexpected. So tomorrow morning, Nicol. Summer and I will be traveling to Maine. The funeral will be Thursday afternoon. It will be good to finally get up there and be with everyone. I feel so bad for Gram... they would have celebrated their 66th anniversary in December. Amazing.<br />
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With all the craziness, I haven't been able to get any Haiti updates posted. What I can say is this: it was an amazing trip and I want to go back... with Nicol next time! More on Haiti when things calm down.<br />
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For now, I'm going to bed... have to be up at 5.<br />
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Peace. Greg Sponberg [sponbergfamily@gmail.com]http://www.blogger.com/profile/02544060947971765728noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8029479726972180827.post-9462857534752209662010-06-01T07:31:00.000-07:002010-06-01T07:31:33.525-07:00Haiti--Day 4Tuesday--<br />
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Up at 5:50AM. Had b'fast at 6:30. Devos with the Global Outreach guys at 7. Beautiful morning here. Hot, but this compound is gorgeous. Right now I am looking out over a bay with mountains behind. The ocean water is blue/green and spectacular. Samaritan's Purse operation is in full work mode, building temporary shelter structures for those who have been and are being displaced out of PaP into Titanyen. There are lots and lots of people in that situation and based on having seen a tent city with 12,000 and another with 16,000 yesterday I have to think that many, many more could end up here. BTW, the 12,000 person tent city that we saw is located directly across from The Palace in what used to be a "beautiful" park, according to Nazer. It's not necessarily a safe place, and terribly sad to see. Who's going to help there?<br />
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Today Brian are going to help Chris and his crew unload a container. Chris just showed us around a bit. A primary part of their operation here is drilling wells, which he said is a 24/7 deal. Once you start drilling you can't stop to do something else and go back to it a couple of days later b/c the ground will collapse. Depending on what they are drilling thru, they may get 2-3 feet in a day or up to 50, but that about maxes his drills out. They spend 2 days a week just doing repairs, and every 3 months they do a complete maintenance overhaul of every well. And they've drilled 253 in the past 6 years.<br />
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Avg cost per well is $5000-$5500. Some a little less, some significantly more. Chris says you can't drill enough holes in this country. Clean water is that scarce.<br />
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Time to go unload a container...Greg Sponberg [sponbergfamily@gmail.com]http://www.blogger.com/profile/02544060947971765728noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8029479726972180827.post-56821691383019366642010-05-31T15:10:00.000-07:002010-05-31T15:10:16.495-07:00Haiti--Day 3Hello from Haiti! A few folks at the guest house got really sick last night. I asked one person what she thought it was and she said "it's the Haiti hello." My hello from Haiti is just a greeting. I'm not sick. Praise the Lord.<br />
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Below are some notes from my iPhone, but first here's a quick summary of what's been happening. First, Brian, Caryn and I traveled here with Brent Gambrell Ministries of Nashville. They brought a team of about 45 people from all over the States to do orphan care and work projects. Trip leaders were Mike and Missy Wilson. Great folks. By the way, their son Dillon is a pretty amazing singer/actor/entertainer... don't be surprised if you see his name all over the place one day. GREAT kid too. We all stayed with BGM's primary Haitian ministry partner, Dr. Jacob Bernard and his wife, at their home, the Bethel Guest House in Thomassin. Really nice place. Very kind hosts. The Bernards are the kind of people who have done SO incredibly much with their lives for the kingdom that you kind of feel like a schmuck, if you know what I mean. He has 3 masters degrees from a seminary in TX and 2 PhDs. They run 2 orphanages and have adopted 17 children. Pastors a church. Teaches at a seminary. Blah, blah, blah. Now do you know what I mean about feeling like a schmuck? :)<br />
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Had a great time with BGM and the Bernards...<br />
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This morning we left the guest house and drove to Titanyen, about 30 miles from Thomassin. Drove straight thru Port au Prince. Can't begin to describe the scene there... devastation... and we're 5 months out from the quake. We will be here until Wed. Our hosts are Chris and Cheryl Brumley, who are with Global Outreach Int'l. Wonderful people. Fed us lunch. Talked about potential partnerships for Fellowship. Toured the church they attend with Cheryl and Pastor Kelley, their pastor.<br />
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That's about it for now. I'll post as I'm able and as we have WiFi...<br />
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Pray for us. God has definitely gone before us and shaped the trip by guiding conversations and setting the schedule. Really cool to see that happen. Very thankful.<br />
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FYI, I would post pics but I can't transfer them to Brian's laptop and I can't pick up the WiFi signal on my iPhone... :( <br />
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Monday--<br />
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8:17AM<br />
Left Bethel Guest House about 30 min ago. Our driver is Nazer Olivier. Gets $100 a day. Has 3 sisters and 2 brothers in West Palm. He went to H.S. in Miami. Moved back home to work for his father, Nadier, also a driver. Mother died when he was 6.<br />
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8:38AM<br />
Nazer's house was leveled in the quake. All 7 people inside got out safely. Lost "a lot" of friends and had many who lost arms and legs. Said he spent the 3 days after the quake helping people. No sleep. No food. Said wks following the quake we awful, very bad... especially the smell of dead bodies.<br />
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8:45AM<br />
Driving into downtown PaP on our way to Titanyen. People everywhere. Quite a seen. Totally calm (except for the traffic) but bustling with activity. LONG lines at banks and Western Unions... 100+ people waiting? Lots and lots of debris and rubble remains. Much of it has been moved to the sides of streets so traffic can get thru. Some of it has been moved into "fields" that have been leveled off for future building projects. Majority of rubble has been broken up and moved by hand. Just drove by The Palace, where Pres. Prevail was when the quake hit. Nazer said no one knew if Prevail was alive b/c as they found out later he got out of the city to safety. Didn't even hold a press conference to let the people know what was going on.<br />
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9:16AM<br />
Just switched vehicles. Went from a Toyota Tercel to a Nissan Pathfinder. The Tercel just wasn't working for the 3 of us and all our luggage. Did I mention that the traffic is nuts here? Just drove by a tent city with upwards of 16,000 people according to Nazer.<br />
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9:45AM<br />
One sign of malnutrition is a reddish/yellowish hue in the hair. Seeing LOTS of reddish/yellowish hair and it's not dye.<br />
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12:24PM<br />
Eating lunch with the Chris and Cheryl Brumley (of Global Outreach Int'l) and Pastor Kelley Balde (of Titanyen Baptist Church). Pastor Kelley oversees 18 churches and pastors 2 of them full time. Sunday service times: 4:30-6AM and 7-9AM; Sunday School is 6-7AM. Why so early? B/c of the heat. Said that for 2 months after the quake the Haitians would not go inside a building with a concrete roof b/c they were afraid of another quake hitting.<br />
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2:46PM<br />
Touring Titanyen Baptist Church with Pastor Kelley and Cheryl. The church suffered some damage but not much. Outside of a $1000 gift from a US church, they have done all the repairs by themselves. Amazing considering the poverty here.<br />
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4:50PM<br />
Waiting for dinner. In honor of Memorial Day, Chris and Cheryl got American beef and we're having burgers on the grill tonight. Very nice people.Greg Sponberg [sponbergfamily@gmail.com]http://www.blogger.com/profile/02544060947971765728noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8029479726972180827.post-78922293661896258332010-05-30T15:05:00.000-07:002010-05-30T15:05:58.072-07:00Haiti--Day 1<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size: 13px;">[ From my iPhone notepad. ]</span></span><br />
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Landed at 10:45AM, got thru immigration, then on to baggage, which was absolute chaos. Somewhere between the plane and baggage claim someone swiped an Aquafina water bottle off my backpack. Oh well. Exited the "terminal" (the old AA hangar; main airport is closed b/c of earthquake) only to enter more chaos. Lots of guys wanting to "help" us with our bags and carts. Let me just say that what pavement is there is riddled with potholes the size of TX and that's the good parts of the street, so pushing a 3 wheeled luggage cart with 6 bags was... challenging. We are now waiting in a gravel/mud lot waiting for our ride. Sweating like mad. Good times.<br />
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1:06PM<br />
Still waiting for our ride. If the environmentalists are concerned about carbon footprints in the US, they ought to come here. I've breathed in more diesel fumes in the past hour than I do in a month in Franklin. :) Good times.<br />
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1:27PM<br />
My first ride in a "tap tap". And what is a "tap tap"? I guess you could say it's Haiti's version of a cab, except it's a truck, you sit in the back on benches, and when you want to get out, you "tap tap" on the roof. If you thought a taxi ride in New York, Boston, or Chicago was interesting, you ought to see try these things. Good times.<br />
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1:55PM<br />
We landed at 10:45AM. Now leaving airport. 3 hours and 15 minutes to get off airport grounds. No big deal... I've waited for a couple hours at O'Hare.<br />
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2:58PM<br />
The tap tap driver behind us shuts his truck off while sitting in traffic... I'm assuming to save fuel... I assumed wrong... it's overheating. We are driving thru "market". All kinds of produce, merchandise, and chickens. I like to call them "stickens" b/c they are skinny as a stick.<br />
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3:49PM<br />
Just arrived at Bethel Guest House... Missy says it's the worst traffic they've ever seen. 25 miles. 2 hours. This place is NICE. Beautiful. Not at all what I was expecting.<br />
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7:28PM<br />
Dinner was great. Rice and beans. Shepherds pie. Bread. A Coke... and a smile. Team meeting at 7:30.</span>Greg Sponberg [sponbergfamily@gmail.com]http://www.blogger.com/profile/02544060947971765728noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8029479726972180827.post-67845487804609902792010-05-29T18:59:00.001-07:002010-05-29T18:59:13.675-07:00<span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">Saturday, May 29--12:00PM<br />
Just landed, got thru immigration, then on to baggage, which was absolute chaos, but we made it. Somewhere between the plane and baggage claim someone swiped an Aquafina water bottle off my backpack. Oh well. Exited the "terminal" (the old AA hangar; main airport is closed b/c of earthquake) only to enter more chaos. Lots of guys wanting to "help" (for a fee, of course) with our bags and carts. Let me just say that what pavement there is is riddled with potholes the size of TX and that's the good parts of the street, so pushing a 3 wheeled luggage cart with 6 bags was... challenging. We are currently waiting in a gravel/mud lot waiting for our ride (estimated wait time: 1 hour, but why do I get the feeling it will be longer; be flexible, right? :)) Sweating like mad. And someone is cooking something somewhere and it smells amazing. Good times.</span>Greg Sponberg [sponbergfamily@gmail.com]http://www.blogger.com/profile/02544060947971765728noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8029479726972180827.post-64410171843967230542010-05-22T20:34:00.000-07:002010-05-22T20:38:05.196-07:00Heading to Haiti<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">It all started on Wednesday with a v-mail from a friend and it went like this...</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">A little history...</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Who's <i><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Petak</span></b></i>? -- Brian Petak is the Global Outreach and Equipping Pastor at Fellowship Bible Church (FBC) in Brentwood, the church we've been attending since moving to Nashville. He's also our community group leader, a really good guy and a valued friend. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">What's the <i><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">reconnaissance mission</span></b></i>? -- <span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 19px;">In the two months following the massive earthquake that struck Haiti last January, FBC received more than $100,000 in funds designated for relief efforts. <span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: normal;">Brian and the leadership team have been actively pursuing strategic partnerships in Haiti to determine the best use of those funds. This trip, in part, will be focused on solidifying those partnerships. We will also be joining a Fellowship Student Ministries (FSM) team, which will be <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #444444; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; line-height: 19px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: black;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">serving in orphanages, helping with various construction projects, and ministering in local schools, churches and villages.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: black;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"> </span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: black; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; line-height: normal;"> </span></span></span></span></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">What</span></span></span> things would have to fall into place</span></i></b>? -- Two immediate things: (1) I had to find my passport, which was somewhere in our storage unit (emphasis on the 'somewhere' part). No passport, no travel. Here's the cool thing: Brian had a hold on an airline ticket for me, but it was set to expire at around 3pm on Thursday. I literally pulled my passport out of a file cabinet at about 2:57 and immediately texted Brian with the news (I think I typed 'Score!!!'). He called me a couple minutes later to confirm. Total answer to prayer. (2) I had to get my immunizations and malaria meds and was able to get both on Friday. A big thanks to Nicol for making some phone calls and to Jenny (???) at Passport Health in Brentwood who stayed at the office 2 hours late to help me out. Another answer to prayer. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">May 27th </span></i></b>-- If not for the awful reality, it would be impossible to believe that this Thursday will be the second anniversary of Luke's passing. As I type, I'm looking up at his photo... the one where he's sticking his tongue out. It's still just so hard to believe he's not with us. Those eyes. That hair. His sweet spirit. What a beautiful boy. Thursday will be hard, this whole week is going to be hard. My first thoughts about going to Haiti were that the timing is bad and that it wouldn't be a good idea to leave Nicol right now. But she is ALL for it and I'm so thankful for that... but it is going to be hard to be away from her and Summer.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">So there you go. Lord willing, I'll be in Port-au-Prince one week from today. I'll get details out as I have them (as quickly as this has come together, I've yet to look at all the info regarding itinerary, packing, what to take, what not to take, etc.) and as I have time (there's a lot to get done!). In the meantime, maybe you could be praying... I'll give specific requests in the next several days, but for now just pray in whatever way you may think of. </span><br />
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</span>Greg Sponberg [sponbergfamily@gmail.com]http://www.blogger.com/profile/02544060947971765728noreply@blogger.com13tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8029479726972180827.post-25472101633217370432010-03-19T14:44:00.000-07:002010-03-24T07:13:02.608-07:00Reflect:ions<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">This past Wednesday, March 17, would have been Luke's second birthday. Tomorrow, we will celebrate his life with family and friends. Lots running through my mind. In no particular order, here are some thoughts. Feel free to comment with thoughts, quotes, Scriptures, stories, etc. from your own experiences... and go LIGHT YOUR WORLD. :)</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"> </span></span><br />
<ol><li><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">We are all part of a much greater story than our own.</span></span></li>
<li><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Every life is a </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">gift</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">, e</span></span></span></i></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">very child a </span><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">miracle</span></span></i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">. In Divine terms, there is nothing clich</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 19px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">é</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"> or run-of-the-mill about those words, but it is so easy to forget that. </span></span></li>
<li><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Life is vapor. (James 4:14)</span></span></li>
<li><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-style: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">This life withers and fades; God's Word never will. </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">"The grass withers and the flower fades, but the Word of the Lord remains forever."</span></i></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"> (1 Peter 1:24) </span></span></li>
<li><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">We will see our Little Man again. </span><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">"</span></span></i><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">I</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"> will go to him, but he will not return to me.</span></span></i><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">"</span></span></i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"> (2 Samuel 12:23) </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">"</span></i></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">It is not the will of My Father who is in heaven that one of these little ones should perish.</span></i></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">"</span></i></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"> (Matthew 18:14)</span></span></li>
<li><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Today, 25,000 parents around the world will lose a child. Tomorrow, 25,000 more. And the day after that. And the day after that. That doesn't make losing Luke any easier, but it does offer some perspective. </span></span></li>
<li><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Years ago, I remember praying, </span><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">"Whatever it takes, Lord."</span></span></i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"> I had no idea.</span></span></li>
<li><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">"Life is hard; God is good."</span></i></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"> (Alistair Begg)</span></span></li>
<li><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Grief and brokenness, hope and joy </span><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">can</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"> occupy </span></span></i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">the same heart. We do </span><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">"</span></span></i><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">not grieve as others do who have no hope.</span></span></i><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">"</span></span></i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"> (1 Thessalonians 4:13)</span></span></li>
<li><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Hope is not crossing your fingers or a wringing your hands. It's not sweating things out or waiting to see if everything is going to turn out alright. It's not a 50/50 proposition. It's definitely not a wish. Hope is </span><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">future</span></span></i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">, but it's </span><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">certain</span></span></i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">. It's </span><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">"</span></span></i><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">waiting and aching</span></span></i><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">"</span></span></i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"> (Al Andrews).</span></span></li>
<li><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-style: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Assurance. </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">"We rejoice in hope of the glory of God."</span></i></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"> (Romans 5:2) </span></span></li>
<li><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-style: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Transformation. </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">"More than that, we rejoice in our sufferings, knowing that suffering produces endurance, and endurance produces character, and character produces hope."</span></span></i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"> (Romans 5:3-4) </span></span></li>
<li><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-style: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Comfort. </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">"And hope does not disappoint us, because God's love has been poured into our hearts through the Holy Spirit who has been given to us."</span></span></i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"> (Romans 5:5) </span></span></li>
<li><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">The harsh reality is that God </span><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">does</span></span></i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"> allow things in our lives that are far, </span><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">far</span></span></i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"> beyond our ability to handle... but His </span><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">"</span></span></i><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">grace is sufficient</span></span></i><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">"</span></span></i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"> and His </span><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">"</span></span></i><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">power is made perfect in weakness.</span></span></i><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">" </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">(2 Corinthians 12:9)</span></span></i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"> </span></span></li>
<li><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Death is horrible. God agrees. </span><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">"</span></span></i><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">The last enemy to be destroyed is death.</span></span></i><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">"</span></span></i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"> (1 Corinthians 15:26)</span></span></li>
<li><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Jesus said, </span></span><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">"It is finished."</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-style: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"> Victory, then, is certain but it's not yet complete. </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-style: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">For now, death stings. </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">""When the perishable puts on the imperishable, and the mortal puts on immortality, </span><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="text-decoration: underline;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">then</span></span></b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"> shall come to pass the saying that is written: Death is swallowed up in victory. O death, where is your victory? O death, where is your sting?"</span></i></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"> (1 Corinthians 15:54-55) Our hearts hope while our hearts hurt. </span></span></li>
<li><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Suffering is </span><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">not</span></span></i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"> anomalous to the Christian life. </span><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">"Beloved, do not be surprised at the fiery trial when it comes upon you to test you, as though something strange were happening to you."</span></span></i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"> (1 Peter 4:12) </span><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">"For it has been granted to you that for the sake of Christ you should not only believe in Him but also suffer for His sake."</span></span></i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"> (Philippians 1:29) </span></span></li>
<li><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">World=tribulation and fear. Christ=Conqueror and peace-giver. </span><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">"I have said these things to you, that in Me you may have peace. In the world you will have tribulation. But take heart; I have overcome the world."</span></span></i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"> (John 16:33) </span></span></li>
<li><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">On May 28, 2008 Nicol and I didn't care one iota about a dream house, dream cars, dream jobs, or anything else this world has to offer... just didn't matter. </span></span></li>
<li><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Some of the best counsel we've received: </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">"Sink into the pit. It's okay."</span></span></i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"> (Jan Silvius) Speaking not of </span><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">giving in to </span></span></i><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">despair</span></span></i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">, but rather of </span><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">feeling the </span></span></i><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">sorrow</span></span></i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">. And why not? Jesus was </span><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">"a man of sorrows, acquainted with grief."</span></span></i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"> (Isaiah 53:3) </span></span></li>
<li><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">I have discovered the fine line between pouring my heart out to God (venting, if you will) and honoring Him while expressing my sadness and anger. Yes, my Father can handle it. And though it can be hurtful to this Daddy's heart, I too can handle it if Summer is disrespectful to me. But it is disrespectful nonetheless. </span></span></li>
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</div></div>Greg Sponberg [sponbergfamily@gmail.com]http://www.blogger.com/profile/02544060947971765728noreply@blogger.com28tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8029479726972180827.post-22980239619915328352010-03-15T08:59:00.000-07:002010-03-15T09:12:32.527-07:00Finally...<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Ok, so now that I have consistently broken the #1 rule in blogging--CONSISTENT UPDATES--I am finally going to bring you up to date after about 6 weeks of near silence (I say near silence because Tweets do count for something, right? And since I've mentioned Twitter, if you have an account, you can now follow both Nicol and I... she signed up a few weeks ago!).</span></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">--The big news, of course, is that we FINALLY closed on the house... as of Feb 19 we are no longer home owners!! What a relief and a what kind answer to prayer. I am still amazed that, after 16 months on the market, we got our first and only formal offer... in DECEMBER of all times. Homes don't usually sell in December, let alone in the current market!! But we are so grateful that ours did!!</span></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">--We would appreciate prayer as we consider our next steps. At this point it appears that there are 2 scenarios on the table: one, begin looking seriously for a house and to sort of hunker down here in the Nashville area; two, accept a proposal from my long-time friend and mentor to go to Maine and serve with him (for the summer months or perhaps a bit longer) at the church he has pastored for the past 15 years or so. </span></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">I am reminded that a third scenario is also on the table: that being anything that God may unexpectedly drop into our laps.</span></span><br />
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</span></span>Greg Sponberg [sponbergfamily@gmail.com]http://www.blogger.com/profile/02544060947971765728noreply@blogger.com10tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8029479726972180827.post-51525760276407717652010-01-26T15:14:00.000-08:002010-03-09T17:41:21.486-08:00Why Not Us?<div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Something very... odd is happening deep within. I've been wrestling with it for the better part of the last 4 or 5 weeks. For a variety of reasons, I've hesitated to tell anyone. I don't want to be misunderstood. I don't want to come across as cold-hearted or insensitive. I especially haven't wanted to hurt Nicol. </span></div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br />
</span></div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">It's one of those things that, try though I have, can't be ignored. Mustn't be ignored. I've attempted on many occasions to sweep it away. Brush it aside. But I just can't shake it.</span></div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br />
</span></div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Here it is: Why not us? As in, what makes me think that we wouldn't or shouldn't or couldn't experience the hardship of the past 19 months? </span><i style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Why not us?</span></b></i></div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br />
</span></div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">The question didn't just pop into my mind one day. I was actually sort of confronted with it. It convicted. It stuck. And I think that it's changing me.</span></div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br />
</span></div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">The question was dumped on me in a video message by Matt Chandler, who himself is walking (very well) through a difficult valley... cancer. But he said it to his church, in so many words: "Don't feel sorry for me and don't ask 'why me?' </span><b style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Why not me!?</span></i></b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">"</span></div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br />
</span></div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">I was pierced. I was angry. And yet, I was certain as to the truth of which he spoke.</span></div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br />
</span></div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">How on earth had I arrived at the place where I actually believed "</span><b style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">that</span></i></b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">" would never happen to me? Others? Sure. But me? No way. Us? Not a chance.</span></div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br />
</span></div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Silly. Foolish. Shallow. Unaware of this reality: </span><i style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Beloved, do not be surprised at the fiery trial when it comes upon you to test you, as though something strange were happening to you. </span></b></i><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">(1 Peter 4:12)</span></span><i style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br />
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</span></div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Don't be surprised ... as though something strange were happening. </span></div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br />
</span></div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Perhaps the only real surprise is when the unthinkable </span><i style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">doesn't </span></b></i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">happen. </span></div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br />
</span></div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Don't get me wrong. I hate what happened. With feelings of being let down, I continue to struggle at times with mistrust and indifference toward God. I can't imagine anything more painful. We will never be the same. I would never have chosen this as our story. If I could, I would "undo" it right now. But I can't.</span></div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br />
</span></div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">So rather than railing at God, becoming embittered toward Him, or walking away, I'm embracing -- crazy as it may sound -- a </span><b style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Why not me?</span></i></b><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"> view of our devastation.</span></span></div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br />
</span></div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Don't be surprised when your world is rocked, when you are crushed. </span></span></div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br />
</span></div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Given the broken world that we live in, it's really not to be seen as unusual. Really.</span></span></div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br />
</span> </span></div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">The redemptive part? </span></span><i><b><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">...rejoice insofar as you share Christ's sufferings, that you may also rejoice and be glad when his glory is revealed.</span></span></b></i></div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br />
</span></div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">A final word... the last thing I want anyone to feel is pressure to feel the way I do. To anyone who finds themselves in the middle of a trial right now, please don't allow that to happen. One year ago, 6 months ago, even 3 months ago, I didn't have these thoughts. Quite honestly, I could not have understood anyone who did. At the very least I would have thought it very strange. In all likelihood I would have been angry. So please feel no pressure. It's just where I'm at. </span></div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br />
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</span></div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">A complete 180... we FINALLY have a contract on our house and are due to close on Feb 15!! Would appreciate your prayers on that (packing, moving, actually closing the deal!). AND, after the miscarriage in December, we decided to have genetic testing done on the baby. The results came back as abnormal. The baby had trisomy 8 & 14 and the doctor told us that those babies generally don't survive past the 1st trimester. That news didn't make the loss easier or any less disappointing, but it did help to know that there was an answer. </span></div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br />
</span></div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Thanks for praying... light your world. </span></div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><br />
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</span></div>Greg Sponberg [sponbergfamily@gmail.com]http://www.blogger.com/profile/02544060947971765728noreply@blogger.com46tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8029479726972180827.post-59497804460776094672009-12-20T18:13:00.000-08:002010-03-09T17:39:51.836-08:00Hard to Believe<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">One of the things we have been so grateful for during the past 19 months are the kind words and prayers of family, friends and a whole lot of folks we don't even know. These blessings are touching, strength-giving and much appreciated. Thank you so much...</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Sadly, I have yet more disappointing news. Nicol miscarried on Thursday. Physically, aside from the normal affects of miscarriage, she's doing fine. Emotionally, both of us are pretty sad. </span></span><br />
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</span>Greg Sponberg [sponbergfamily@gmail.com]http://www.blogger.com/profile/02544060947971765728noreply@blogger.com102tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8029479726972180827.post-55634419719902823582009-12-14T16:54:00.000-08:002009-12-14T16:54:23.934-08:00The Latest<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">I know it's been forever since I've posted anything by way of an update. The reality is, I just haven't had much to write about... better said, there has been a lot on my mind, but I haven't had the desire to share much of anything. Just shooting straight with you.</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Anyway, there are a couple of things I want to share. First, Nicol miscarried again in October (as you may remember, she miscarried in April as well). You might think of April as a right hook, with October being the left uppercut that buckled our knees and sort of left us in a heap. I say "sort of" because we were rocked, no doubt about it. But God, as He has been over and over again, has been so kind and gracious. Can't deny that it's been pretty rough just the same though.</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">The second part of this update - and incredible news at that - is that on November 4, following several days of unusually excessive fatigue (for Nicol, not me! :)), we found out that she was expecting AGAIN! We were pretty much dumbfounded... mostly because we didn't know that it was physiologically possible to conceive so soon after a miscarriage... as a matter of fact, Nov 4 was just 25 days after Nicol miscarried... do the math, it doesn't really add up, but like our friend Lindal says, our math obviously isn't God's math... so somewhere in there I like to think a miracle happened.</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">We are thrilled and so thankful. Nicol's due date is July 15 (she's almost 10 weeks along). She's had minor nausea so far, which is a BIG change from Summer and Luke, when she was sick 24/7 all the way up to 18-19 weeks. Honestly though, we are relieved every time it hits her because it seems to indicate that things are okay. Since her doc says that every pregnancy is different, there's probably not a lot of substance to my theory. Whatever the case, I hate the sickness for her, but oddly enough it's a relief for both of us. AND the other piece of good news is that each of her ultrasounds have shown that the baby has a "happy, healthy, strong" heartbeat (as her doc says). We hadn't seen a heartbeat in April or October, so it was a massive praise when we saw that little heart pulsating on the monitor for the first time just a few weeks ago. </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">I am reminded yet again that conception and life are gifts from God. When we got pregnant with Summer, it followed a significant amount of time during which we were "leaving it up to God," if you will. Same with Luke. </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">And then, when we found out Nicol was expecting last March, we thought it was a special blessing from God (and every pregnancy is), but still... it was like He hadn't forgotten us, like He was reminding us that He was with us in the devastating pain of Luke's death. And then we miscarried. </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">And then, September rolled around and we didn't know what to think or how to feel... we were, honestly, afraid and reluctant to get our hopes up, to engage too deeply with the idea of a new baby because we knew there were no guarantees. But as every parent knows, it's impossible NOT to engage with anticipation the new life being formed within. And then we miscarried.</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">And then, when the news of another pregnancy came about 8 weeks ago, quite predictably, we were thrilled and we were scared and we were ecstatic and we were hesitant to let our hearts engage the idea of a new addition to our family. And so far, everything is fine.</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">I remember the afternoon we went to the hospital for Luke's delivery... c-section, actually. The shift nurse, as she checked Nicol in, shared with us that her 5 year old daughter had recently been diagnosed with cancer. "How on earth do you deal with that?" I thought. I realized that all along I had taken for granted the good health of our own daughter. </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">I also remember praying just before Nicol went to the OR that day (and this was in light of Todd and Angie and everything they were going thru with Audrey)... I remember praying, "God, we don't take this baby's health for granted." Yes, yes I did. And ten weeks later we lost Luke. Indeed, I did take our son's well-being for granted. Didn't dream his life would be so short. But how could I have? What parent would?</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Why all the background information? Because, while I am much more aware today of the fact that there are no guarantees with this baby, I have to admit that there's still a piece of me that takes God's kindness and grace for granted. Perhaps the greatest difference is that, lately, I am far more likely to stop in my tracks and say, <span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"><i>"Thank you, Jesus. You are amazing and beautiful."</i></span> when we receive a good report from the doctor, or when He drops these blessings in our lap, or just because I am reminded how good and faithful He has been and how desperate I am for Him in my life.</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">So guess what? I'm going to ask you once again for your prayers and I thank you in advance for them! We need them more than you can imagine...</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">One more thing... here's a recent pic of our little princess. Talk about a blessing. </span></span><br />
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</div>Greg Sponberg [sponbergfamily@gmail.com]http://www.blogger.com/profile/02544060947971765728noreply@blogger.com42tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8029479726972180827.post-34997337245351720782009-12-03T23:37:00.001-08:002009-12-03T23:37:16.157-08:00Update : Coming SOON!<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">I promise... :)</span></span>Greg Sponberg [sponbergfamily@gmail.com]http://www.blogger.com/profile/02544060947971765728noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8029479726972180827.post-22430324530301403432009-12-03T23:31:00.000-08:002009-12-03T23:33:26.729-08:00ChristmasCare : 2009<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Celebrate Christ's birth this year by giving a gift to someone you might not otherwise give to... a co-worker, boss, neighbor, complete stranger, personal physician, bank teller, firefighter, police officer, public official, school teacher or administrator, homeless man or woman, family in need, etc., etc., etc. We did</span></span><span style="display: inline;"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"> this as a family last year - the first Christmas since losing Luke - and it helped make a very difficult season a little more joyful. Give it a try.</span></span></span></span><br />
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</div>Greg Sponberg [sponbergfamily@gmail.com]http://www.blogger.com/profile/02544060947971765728noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8029479726972180827.post-46966593736094179852009-10-17T11:36:00.000-07:002009-10-17T11:46:49.578-07:00This Can't Be Ignored...<div style="color: #1a1a1a; font: 15.0px Trebuchet MS; line-height: 1.0px; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: small; font-style: italic; line-height: normal;">"The Spirit of the Lord is upon me</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><i><span style="font-size: small;">to proclaim good news to the poor.</span></i></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><i><span style="font-size: small;">He has sent me <b><span style="text-decoration: underline;">to proclaim liberty to the captives</span></b></span></i></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><i><span style="font-size: small;">and recovery of sight to the blind,</span></i></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><i><span style="font-size: small;"><b><span style="text-decoration: underline;">to set at liberty those who are oppressed</span></b>,</span></i></span><br />
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Look at everything He's done for us!</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Joshua's warning...</span></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" font-style: italic; font-family:'trebuchet ms', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">You WILL forget and you WILL turn away from the LORD, despite ALL He has done for you.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">The peoples' declaration...</span></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" font-style: italic; font-family:'trebuchet ms', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">No way, we WILL serve and obey God!</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">The Stone at Shechem...</span></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms', serif;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Is a reminder of Israel's allegiances sworn to God; it is a witness against them if turn from God and serve other gods. </span></i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms', serif;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms', serif;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">= = = = = = =</span></i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Some things never change... </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">God is faithful and we struggle.</span></span></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Great intentions tend to get lost in the shuffle of life... </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">We are committed to God yet we inevitably deny Him in one way or another.</span></span></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">We too need a Stone at Shechem...</span></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 10px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 10px; "><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">O to Grace how great a debtor </span></span></i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 10px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 10px; "><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Daily I'm constrained to be<br />Let Thy goodness, like a fetter</span></span></i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 10px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 10px; "><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Bind my wandering heart to Thee</span></span></i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 10px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 10px; "><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;">(Come Thou Fount)</span></i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 10px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 10px;font-size:x-small;"><i><br /></i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><i><br /></i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><i><br /></i></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><br /></div>Greg Sponberg [sponbergfamily@gmail.com]http://www.blogger.com/profile/02544060947971765728noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8029479726972180827.post-70205906131276378582009-09-27T11:48:00.000-07:002009-09-27T11:49:55.021-07:00Ken Davis & The Law of the Pendulum<p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 10.0px Verdana; color:#444444;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Just read a </span><a href="http://www.pluggedinonline.com/movies/movies/a0004842.cfm"><span style="text-decoration: underline ; letter-spacing: 0.0px color:#000099;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">review</span></span></a><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"> of </span></span><span style="font: 10.0px Trebuchet MS; letter-spacing: 0.0px"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Lord, Save Us from Your Followers</span></i></span><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">. I saw a screening of the movie a couple weeks ago. The review addresses one of the thoughts I had after seeing the movie... the idea of churches in America sort of going back and forth in terms of trends, emphasis, etc. The word "pendulum" came to mind.</span></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 10.0px Arial; min-height: 11.0pxcolor:#444444;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"></span><br /></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 10.0px Verdana; color:#444444;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Several years ago I heard Ken Davis tell this very funny, yet poignant story about the Law of the Pendulum. Below is an excerpt from his book - </span></span><span style="font: 10.0px Trebuchet MS; letter-spacing: 0.0px"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">How to Speak to Youth ... and Keep Them Awake at the Same Time </span></i></span><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">- and tells that story in his own words.</span></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 10.0px Arial; min-height: 11.0pxcolor:#444444;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><i></i></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 10.0px Trebuchet MS; color:#444444;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">In college I was asked to prepare a lesson to teach my speech class. We were to be graded on our creativity and ability to drive home a point in a memorable way. The title of my talk was, “The Law of the Pendulum.” I spent 20 minutes carefully teaching the physical principle that governs a swinging pendulum. The law of the pendulum is: A pendulum can never return to a point higher than the point from which it was released. Because of friction and gravity, when the pendulum returns, it will fall short of its original release point. Each time it swings it makes less and less of an arc, until finally it is at rest. This point of rest is called the state of equilibrium, where all forces acting on the pendulum are equal.</span></i></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 10.0px Arial; min-height: 11.0pxcolor:#444444;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"></span><br /></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 10.0px Trebuchet MS; color:#444444;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">I attached a 3-foot string to a child’s toy top and secured it to the top of the blackboard with a thumbtack. I pulled the top to one side and made a mark on the blackboard where I let it go. Each time it swung back I made a new mark. It took less than a minute for the top to complete its swinging and come to rest. When I finished the demonstration, the markings on the blackboard proved my thesis.</span></i></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 10.0px Arial; min-height: 11.0pxcolor:#444444;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"></span><br /></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 10.0px Trebuchet MS; color:#444444;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">I then asked how many people in the room BELIEVED the law of the pendulum was true. All of my classmates raised their hands, so did the teacher. He started to walk to the front of the room thinking the class was over. In reality it had just begun. Hanging from the steel ceiling beams in the middle of the room was a large, crude but functional pendulum (250 pounds of metal weights tied to four strands of 500-pound test parachute cord.).</span></i></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 10.0px Arial; min-height: 11.0pxcolor:#444444;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"></span><br /></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 10.0px Trebuchet MS; color:#444444;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">I invited the instructor to climb up on a table and sit in a chair with the back of his head against a cement wall. Then I brought the 250 pounds of metal up to his nose. Holding the huge pendulum just a fraction of an inch from his face, I once again explained the law of the pendulum he had applauded only moments before, “If the law of the pendulum is true, then when I release this mass of metal, it will swing across the room and return short of the release point. Your nose will be in no danger.”</span></i></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 10.0px Trebuchet MS; color:#444444;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">After that final restatement of this law, I looked him in the eye and asked, “Sir, do you believe this law is true?”</span></i></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 10.0px Arial; min-height: 11.0pxcolor:#444444;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"></span><br /></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 10.0px Trebuchet MS; color:#444444;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">There was a long pause. Huge beads of sweat formed on his upper lip and then weakly he nodded and whispered, “Yes.”</span></i></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 10.0px Arial; min-height: 11.0pxcolor:#444444;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"></span><br /></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 10.0px Trebuchet MS; color:#444444;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">I released the pendulum. It made a swishing sound as it arced across the room. At the far end of its swing, it paused momentarily and started back. I never saw a man move so fast in my life. He literally dived from the table. Deftly stepping around the still-swinging pendulum, I asked the class, “Does he believe in the law of the pendulum?”</span></i></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 10.0px Arial; min-height: 11.0pxcolor:#444444;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"></span><br /></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 10.0px Trebuchet MS; color:#444444;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">The students unanimously answered, “NO!”</span></i></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 10.0px Arial; min-height: 11.0pxcolor:#444444;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"></span><br /></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 10.0px Verdana; color:#444444;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Davis' point is this: don't listen to what people </span></span><span style="font: 10.0px Trebuchet MS; letter-spacing: 0.0px"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">say</span></i></span><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"> about their faith, watch what they </span></span><span style="font: 10.0px Trebuchet MS; letter-spacing: 0.0px"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">do</span></i></span><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">. My thought, as related to </span></span><span style="font: 10.0px Trebuchet MS; letter-spacing: 0.0px"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Lord, Save Us from Your Followers</span></i></span><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"> and trends in the Church, is that the Church shouldn't mimic the pendulum, i.e., it's primary emphases shouldn't swing from one side to another in reaction to cultural trends and generational preferences. Rather, just as the pendulum is in perfect equilibrium while in its static state (resting still in the middle), the Church will find perfect biblical balance while while resting on the perfectly balanced truth of Christ... grace AND truth. We tend to go back and forth. Grace. No, no, no. Truth. No, no, no. Grace. No, no, no...</span></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 10.0px Trebuchet MS; color:#1a1a1a;"><span style="font: 10.0px Verdana; letter-spacing: 0.0px color:#444444;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">John 1:14 says, </span></span><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">t</span></i><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">he Word became flesh and dwelt among us, and we have seen his glory, glory as of the only Son from the Father, </span></i><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">full of grace and truth</span></i></b></span><span style="font: 10.0px Verdana; letter-spacing: 0.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">.</span></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 10.0px Arial; min-height: 11.0pxcolor:#444444;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"></span><br /></span></p> <p style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 10.0px Verdana; color:#444444;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">The perfectly balanced message of the Church? </span></span><span style="font: 10.0px Trebuchet MS; letter-spacing: 0.0px"><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Grace and Truth</span></i></b></span><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">. One without the other is an incomplete, inaccurate picture of Christ. One without the other leads us and others astray. One without the other can never truly transform a life.</span></span></p><p color="#444444" style="margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 10.0px Verdana; "><br /></p>Greg Sponberg [sponbergfamily@gmail.com]http://www.blogger.com/profile/02544060947971765728noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8029479726972180827.post-48955706884643436732009-09-19T11:13:00.000-07:002009-09-21T18:28:24.935-07:00Just to Take Him at His Word<p style="text-align: left;margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font: normal normal normal 10px/normal Futura; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">For about a week now, an old hymn has been on repeat mode in my mind. If you've spent any time in church world, you know it well--</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">'Tis So Sweet to Trust in Jesus</span></i></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">. It's t</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:Futura, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">he first verse that really grabbed me, though. Es</span></span><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">pecially this line:</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"> </span><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Just to take Him [Jesus] at His Word</span></b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">.</span></span></span></span></span></i></span></span></p><p style="text-align: left;margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font: normal normal normal 10px/normal Futura; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></p><p style="text-align: left;margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font: normal normal normal 10px/normal Futura; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">I wonder how different life might look if were I to </span></span><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">just</span></span></i></b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"> take Jesus at His word. I'm not talking about a red-letter approach to the Word, as though Matthew, Mark, Luke and John had the cornered the market of Jesus' words. I'm talking about the whole Book, cover to cover. I'm talking about Christ the Word... who <i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';">was in the beginning, was with God, was God</span></i>. (John 1:1) </span><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">I'm talking about the promise that Christ </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">upholds all things by the word of His power</span></i></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">. (Heb 1:3) And I'm talking about Peter's response to Jesus in John 6 following the departure of many disciples: </span><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Lord, we're not going anywhere. Besides, where else can we go? You have the words of eternal life</span></span></i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">. (John 6:68) </span></span></span></p><p style="text-align: left;margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font: normal normal normal 10px/normal Futura; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></p><p style="text-align: left;margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font: normal normal normal 10px/normal Futura; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Jesus is the Word. He's in control, always has been. He's the Rock that compels us to take the next step when the journey is unbearable. Moses wrote over and over and over again that God was with Joseph, even in some awful circumstances. He was with Joshua wherever Joshua went, and He told him to be strong, courageous, unafraid, encouraged. He told Thomas to touch His hands and side. Thomas' response? </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" font-style: italic; font-family:'trebuchet ms', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">My Lord and my God!</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"> The Word was proven true yet again. And then there's Peter... again. </span><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Get out of the boat a come to me</span></span></i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">, Jesus said. Everything was fine until Peter was overcome by fear and began to sink, but even in Peter's failure Jesus was right there to offer a helping hand.</span></span></span></p><p style="text-align: left;margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font: normal normal normal 10px/normal Futura; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></p> <p style="text-align: left;margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font: normal normal normal 10px/normal Futura; "><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">I’m not trying to say that we have to, ought to or even should trust Jesus. I'm just throwing out the idea that He </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';"><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">can</span></i></b></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"> be trusted. Big difference. Neither am I saying that fear and doubt aren't or shouldn't be part of our journey. They are and will continue to be. The question is </span><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">what will we do with them</span></span></i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">. Joseph, Joshua, Thomas and Peter remind me that, regardless of circumstance, Jesus can be taken at His word. And man do I need the reminder. </span></span></span></p><p style="text-align: left;margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font: normal normal normal 10px/normal Futura; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></p><p style="text-align: left;margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font: normal normal normal 10px/normal Futura; "><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">I’m also definitely not insinuating that if we will </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';"><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">just take Jesus at His word</span></i></b></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"> everything is going to be fine and dandy. That would be a ridiculous insult. Life is simply too messy for that. And if you're anything like me, there's probably enough life in your rearview mirror to know that as simple as the Gospel is there are no simplistic formulas for dealing with the complexities of this broken world. So </span><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">take Jesus at His word</span></span></i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">? Yes. But there's no guarantee that the storms will cease to rage. Only the promise that Christ will be with you. He can be taken at His word. He is faithful to it even when we are not.</span></span></span></p><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div><p style="text-align: left;margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font: normal normal normal 10px/normal Futura; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Back to Louisa Stead. It came as no surprise to me that she had a story. In 1875, life changed forever when she watched her husband drown off Long Island. He was rescuing a young boy who himself was drowning. Still, from that devastating event, she was able to give us this conceptually simple, practically complex, experientially validated and eternally satisfying truth - we can take Jesus at His word.</span></span></p><p style="text-align: left;margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font: normal normal normal 10px/normal Futura; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"> </span></span></p><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><p style="text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font: normal normal normal 10px/normal Futura; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></p><p style="text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font: normal normal normal 10px/normal Futura; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></p><p style="text-align: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font: normal normal normal 10px/normal Futura; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'Charis SIL', charis, Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></span></p></span><p></p> <p style="text-align: left;margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font: normal normal normal 18px/normal Futura; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"> </span></span><span style="font: 10.0px Charcoal CY; letter-spacing: 0.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"> </span></span></span></p> <p style="text-align: left;margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font: normal normal normal 11px/normal 'Charcoal CY'; min-height: 15px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"></span><br /></span></span></p> <p style="text-align: left;margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font: normal normal normal 11px/normal 'Charcoal CY'; min-height: 15px; "><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"> </span></span></span></p><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'Charcoal CY', serif;font-size:100%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:11px;"><br /></span></span></div>Greg Sponberg [sponbergfamily@gmail.com]http://www.blogger.com/profile/02544060947971765728noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8029479726972180827.post-75479323619901336682009-09-15T12:29:00.000-07:002009-09-15T12:32:07.294-07:00Video: I Will Rise / Chris Tomlin<object width="445" height="364"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/IZCk8pXozU4&hl=en&fs=1&rel=0&color1=0x2b405b&color2=0x6b8ab6&border=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/IZCk8pXozU4&hl=en&fs=1&rel=0&color1=0x2b405b&color2=0x6b8ab6&border=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="445" height="364"></embed></object>Greg Sponberg [sponbergfamily@gmail.com]http://www.blogger.com/profile/02544060947971765728noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8029479726972180827.post-78233967299926365062009-09-13T19:53:00.001-07:002009-09-13T19:57:47.308-07:00Bill Rieser: God, Love and Basketball<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Great story of Redemption...<br /><br /></span></span><a href="http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&VideoID=62967756"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Bill Rieser: God, Love and Basketball - CBN.com Video by CBN - MySpace Video</span></span></a><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /><br />Shared via </span></span><a href="http://addthis.com/"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">AddThis</span></span></a>Greg Sponberg [sponbergfamily@gmail.com]http://www.blogger.com/profile/02544060947971765728noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8029479726972180827.post-91631921310942913162009-09-13T18:53:00.000-07:002009-09-15T12:50:41.786-07:00Swine Flu Hysteria?<div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; "><a href="http://articles.mercola.com/sites/articles/archive/2009/09/01/Swine-Flu-Shot-Linked-to-Killer-Nerve-Disease.aspx" target="_blank" style="color: rgb(28, 81, 168); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">http://articles.mercola.com/</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><wbr>sites/articles/archive/2009/</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><wbr>09/01/Swine-Flu-Shot-Linked-</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><wbr>to-Killer-Nerve-Disease.aspx</span></span></a></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">My sister forwarded this article about the swine flu vaccine to me today, and I've inserted it here to replace the original NaturalNews article I posted the other day. Not knowing which web info to trust and which not to, I'm confident about this one b/c comes on recommendation from a friend of ours, Eva Shea (D.O.) an outstanding doc and all around cool person.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"> </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><br /></span></div><div><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><br /></span></div>Greg Sponberg [sponbergfamily@gmail.com]http://www.blogger.com/profile/02544060947971765728noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8029479726972180827.post-25724537576735146892009-09-09T07:53:00.000-07:002009-09-09T08:37:01.436-07:00A First<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Today is the first of many...</span></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">We just dropped Summer off for her first day of pre-school. She was so excited. Us too.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">But... </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">One day all too soon she will probably feel the blush of embarrassment if, like this morning, we walk her into her classroom, hang out for a while, chat with her teachers and other parents, take a few pictures, shoot some video and... gawk. One day all too soon someone will capture her heart and our little girl will leave home for the very last time as our little girl. </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">One day all too soon I have become a sniffling Dad who just dropped his little girl off at pre-school and somehow already has her walking down the aisle, about to recite her wedding vows. </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">I admit it, it's sort of silly, and yet it's real. Can't help these thoughts and emotions that have come upon me this a.m.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">What a gift this child is - every child. Those with us, those who for any reason leave us much too soon, those who are yet to be known. A reward, says the Psalmist. And all this from the LORD.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">But there's more...</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">As much as today is a God thing, that being Summer's first steps in her educational experience, so too it will be a thing of God the day she leaves our nest. The blessing that we now enjoy as Summer is in our "quiver," as the Psalmist puts it, is a blessing intended only for a season. <i>"Like arrows in the hand of a warrior, so are the children of one's youth."</i> <b><i>One's youth.</i></b> The gift and reward and blessing that this little girl is to us by the grace and kindness of God is but for a few, fleeting moments. Sure, Summer will always be our daughter, but if I understand Solomon's song of ascent from Psalm 127, today she is our little girl, tomorrow she will be a woman in someone else's care. </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">So enjoy her we will. Rejoice over her we will. Treasure her and this time we will. Raise her up well, by God's grace, we will. And like everything else in life - <b><i>by God's grace</i></b> - we will one day release her, just like a warrior releases his arrows, to go out in the favor of the LORD and fulfill His plans for her life. </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Of wisdom, blessing, mercy and grace, LORD, we need much. </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"> </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"> <br /></span></span><p></p><p></p></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'Charis SIL', charis, Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><br /></span></div>Greg Sponberg [sponbergfamily@gmail.com]http://www.blogger.com/profile/02544060947971765728noreply@blogger.com14tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8029479726972180827.post-48159158826195582532009-09-01T14:40:00.001-07:002009-09-01T15:16:40.059-07:00A Breakthrough<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial; font-size: 12px; "><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Had a major breakthrough in a relationship the other day. Scratch that, it was a massive breakthrough... massive because the struggle had been ongoing for a long, long time. In all honesty, I had on more than one occasion concluded that the situation was hopeless and that it was pointless for the two sides to even try to get things right. It was not good, not good at all... and it was extremely painful for everyone involved.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">But you know what? The worst is behind us. And as much as I believed that things would never change - in fairness, I am sure the other side felt the same way - I now believe that the best lies ahead. What a difference a week makes. What a difference an open, honest, honorable, two-way conversation makes.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Some thoughts about this breakthrough...</span></span></div><div><ul><li><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">more likely than not, if you are reading this, you currently have or at some point have had some sort of intense, ongoing relational struggle that is at times gut-wrenchingly difficult</span></span></li><li><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">more likely than not, this struggle involves someone close to you, perhaps a relative, spouse, good friend, etc.; if it wasn't someone close, things probably would never have gotten so strained</span></span></li><li><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">there is something about the raw expression of one's feelings that allows us to pass from stormy waters to the peaceful waters we all want in our relationships; </span></span></li><li><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">speaking the truth in love does not equal a wishy-washy dance routine around the issues at hand; hey, there is an intensity to these situations because the relationships are meaningful, and there is an intensity to our emotions because the wounds are sometimes deep</span></span></li><li><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">that said, let it out; speak honorably, but speak nonetheless; you'll never feel so miserable as when you skate right on by what needs to be addressed; and when issues aren't addressed there is zero hope for resolution</span></span></li><li><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">forgiveness... I've heard it said that anyone who knows Jesus' forgiveness in their own life can't not forgive others and while I understand and believe that in my theological I also understand that it's nothing short of miraculous when forgiveness is extended from one to another because it is absolutely contrary to our nature to do so</span></span></li><li><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">also on forgiveness... I am reminded of a quote from </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Khaled Hosseini's </span></span><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Kite Runner</span></span></i></b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">. </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">I have to thank our friend Al for this one. He passed it along to me a couple years ago. The context in the book is when the main character looks at a picture of his father, and realized there is no longer a sting to it. He says, “I wondered if that was how forgiveness budded, not with the fanfare of epiphany, but with pain gathering its things, packing up, and slipping away unannounced in the middle of the night.” Something rings right about that statement. All I know is a week ago I would have never anticipated the relational breakthrough that was about to take place. Perhaps all the pain packed it's bags and was graced away by the great Forgiver.</span></span></li></ul><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">That's about all I've got... for now anyway. Besides, we have to go to a parent open house for Summer's pre-school. I can hardly believe that, but I'm definitely looking forward to it. Our little girl is growing up too fast. </span></span></div></div></span>Greg Sponberg [sponbergfamily@gmail.com]http://www.blogger.com/profile/02544060947971765728noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8029479726972180827.post-88964722177906218002009-08-27T17:58:00.000-07:002009-08-27T18:35:44.268-07:00I Really Like This...<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Got a tip yesterday from my mentor, who got it from my uncle, about a book titled </span></span><b><a href="http://www.amazon.com/s/ref=nb_ss?url=search-alias%3Dstripbooks&field-keywords=emotionally+healthy+spirituality&x=0&y=0"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Emotionally Healthy Spirituality</span></span></i></a></b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">, by Peter Scazzero, pastor of New Life Fellowship in New York City. Haven't read the book yet (obviously) but I am planning to order it. I did check out Scazzero's website and found a video that tells the story of what he and his wife have been through together in life and ministry. I found it incredibly encouraging. You can watch it </span></span><a href="http://www.emotionallyhealthy.org/about/"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">here</span></span></b></a><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">. Once on the website, look for "SUB NAVIGATION" and "Pete and Geri's Testimony."</span></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana, fantasy;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"></span></span> </div></div>Greg Sponberg [sponbergfamily@gmail.com]http://www.blogger.com/profile/02544060947971765728noreply@blogger.com2